As the New Year emerges I realize that this year I’ve loss a lot of things or people I considered lifelines.
Folks that I could always call on.
While it hurts I realized that through it I’ve learned to lean into my own capability to be what it is I need to be for me.
I’ve learned that I’ve always had me from the start.
This upcoming New Year will be filled with new challenges and new obstacles and I now have the capacity and fearlessness to get through it all.
For that I am grateful.
And those that truly know my heart and love me as I am are here with me.
I don’t ask for advice much these days because I rely heavily on my Angels and Ancestors of Benevolence as well as my own intuition.
It never leads me astray.
A lot that has transpired I foretold.
I had dreams of things happening.
My dreams used to scare me.
They don’t anymore.
I am beyond grateful for my gifts .
I am grateful my intuition.
I feel like God had to strip everything away from me, and is still stripping everything away from me so that I can rely solely on my own inner guidance.
So that I react from a place of balance in all that I do.
Find strength within solitude.
Today on this Winter Solstice, almost a year from me connecting with my Mama again and healing each other, I give thanks in all the clarity that I’ve witnessed with my own eyes.
I am in harmony and agreeance with everything that has transpired in my life.
This was all for a reason and I am grateful for it.
For the first time in a very long time I am not saddened by loss. Onky grateful for the nee found strength I have found in my solitude.
Everything is eventual.
With time all things mend.
But the joy I have right now is uncanny like I would be so down and I’m not y’all. I am not because I know who I am.
I know who I am.
I know what I am about.
This Soltice I cleanse and welcome everything new coming my way.
I wish blessings and peace on everyone’s minds and hearts.
And I am always here.